My experience so far at Baruch college. In typical me fashion has had several embarrassing moments that I will either think on later and laugh about or bury in the deep recesses of my mind never to be seen again. Because I’m just talented at self-deception like that. Baruch has totally lived up to my expectations about college down to the distracted einsteinesque professor. (I just wish he weren’t quite so smelly… that was a surprise.) I’m not in the least disappointed because the college experiance is different enough from highschool so that i don’t feel cheated out of a googolplex of money. (I decided to steal that word from Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close, which is becoming a movie CAN YOU BELEIVE THAT?? THE BOOOK WASN’T GOOD ENOUGH TO MOTION PICTUREIZE.. but I digress…)
My first semester at Baruch went as expected. I didn’t fail anything, people like me, I’m still an extremely weird person… which of course will put some people off of my idiosyncratic character but who needs those plebs anyway? My professors, the ones I bothered to speak with, all think I’m charming and intelligent but a lot too talkative which has been a problem with me since I started school. I’m just a friendly person what can I say? I can’t wait for the new semester so that I can meet new people and expand my social circle because that’s always fun. If i could re-do this first semester over I think I would… unsay some embarrassing things that I have said but I’m Kind of glad I can’t because embarrassment is like … the salt in life.. it just brings all the other great flavors together. You need it.. its necessary.
I can’t tell you if I have changed or not because I live a little too closely to myself to know all the minute changes that happen inside myself. It would be like looking under a microscope at a skin cell for several hours and then having someone ask you if the facial expression on the person whose skin cell this is has changed. It’s a pointless and self-defeating sort of thing. So that is all about me and that sort of thing… I’m almost sure this is the last time I will be blogging so lets end it dramatically shall we?
I am leaving.. never to return again.. don’t come after me, you must find it in your heart to let me go…
-Sincerely Ms A. Smith